ps.

say whatever you want about her, but when i first heard her sing this song it gave me goosebumps. i see a lot of amy winehouse in janis joplin - which is a good thing because janis joplin was a goddess

but she was also a drug addict and we all know how that one ended...

i don't know where i was going with this... just watch amy sing and then watch the final interview janis joplin ever did before she died - tell me you don't see some similarities.

weird, weird.

sleepy post

it's 8:43p.m and i'm already so tired, i finished packing (finally) and tomorrow i will wake up early and travel 173miles. alone.

today i got to give one of these babies a bath at work...

a shitzu puppy!

for the unfortunately uninformed about my boring day-to-day life i only do three things. i go to school, i work at a dog grooming shop, and occasionally i make contact with humans for some ice cream or something. anyway, back to the fact that i work at a dog grooming shop..

after a mango-scented bath, drying his adorable little puppy paws, and a million very appropriate puppy kisses i came to one very serious conclusion...


i want a shitzu puppy for my 19th birthday very very badly.
not badly enough to save up for one, but badly enough to tell everybody who is a close friend/relative and mere acquaintances how badly i want one.
i would name her coco. if it was a him, i would name him coco.

oh coco, come to momma

to the point that I just wanna take ya home

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okay, i'm going to be totally honest. up front.. put my heart out there. i used to so into lil bow wow. illegally had my big brother download all his songs for me and put them on a single c.d in the 7th grade, learned the girly dance moves to the "take you home" video (which consisted of just shaking your ass in a circle and moving your arms up and down,) and at some point i even made up a special s/n to show my undying devotion to him - it was b0ww0wchik06 .. he never once did im me.

so all i'm asking is for a couple of answers..

first you drop the "lil" that was a toughie to get used to.
now i turn on BET and hear you're dropping the "bow wow" all together and you're going to announce on your ~online website~ what you want to be call for now on.. uhh i thought you already made the announcement about dropping the lil, what the fuck is going on!?











sounds familiar....













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ain't shit, everybody likes chris brown now anyway. SO LONG BOW WOW, now i'm off to make a new screen name.

a lesson in how fleeting preservation is

FALL IS HERE

and i can't help but get excited for :
- frightland
- caramel apples
- wearing fall clothes
- midterms
- new job
- hayrides
- my not-so little brother's 17th birthday
- my poppy's birthday
- my own 19th birthday
- thanksgiving in p.a
- etc, etc

most importantly i'm excited for frightland!
http://www.frightland.com/

if you are unfamiliar it's a really cheesy haunted attraction in delaware - or as i like to refer to it ~ creme de la creme of haunted attraction's in delaware.~ this baby is $25 a person and with enough barns of horrors to satisfy even the bravest of souls. seriously, there are so many barns, i think they're up to about six now. not to mention the haunted hayride and "spooky" corn maze. i love it.

another important factor is : this year will be the first in 5 that i don't have to work on the night of halloween. meaning : i'll actually get to hand out little bundles of cavities to cute babies dressed up as the great pumpkin and witches. holla @ me i plan on buying full chocolate bars just so i can be known as "that house."